HAKUNA MATATA!!!

Hua....it has been 2 weeks since my last scratch on my blog. I missed my blog so much!! Huh...being away from a source of wireless connection is such a pain in the a**. Heheh...Okay..Gawai Dayak Celebration is just around the corner. This is the time that i've been waiting for the whole year. It's the time of the year where i get to see and meet a lot of new relatives and visiting fren's home and have a chat wif them. It is more like Christmas but honestly i enjoy Gawai Day more because not everycelebrates, hence making it a special celebration. I am listening to Reflection by Christina Aquilera Bratman while making this post. Kistening to this song really does makes me think about all the memories and incidents that i went through this year. some of 'em are sweet and memorable and soma are stuffs that u wish u'll never remeber for ur whole life. coming of age ( i'm turning 21 dis July 9) doesn't do much work to me. I still act like a stupid person, rarely believing my own capabilities, always get myself in sticky situations, and a lot of other cases. Humm...i wonder when will i be more matured.

Now i'm listening to Hero by Mariah Carey Cannon...i'm putting their recent surname here. wow...mariah's marriage to nick cannon was a shock to me..it happened too fast. When did they ever hitched up? When did they even meet? When did they say the magic words? When? When? When? Hahaha...

I watched E! a couple of days ago about Britney. Wonder here is she now? I really pity that gurl..She was like the epitome of beauty and stardom back then and now look at what happened to her? i was never her fan but in this case i do pity her. she lost her children's custody and i heard that she is dating a photographer/cameraman...the latest i know about her is that she attended Jamie's baby shower.

Anyway...that's all folks. I'll write more and more in my coming posts. Tata!

Okay..Everybody should know what Internet safety nowadays. We should know it by heart and practice it. I just checked out my fanbox.com mail and then a guy chatted with me. He asked for my number and i said NO! But, he keep on insisting and urging me. for God sake, cut it out dude.. Plus, he wants to meet me which is like the biggest NO NO in internet safety book. Why can't he understand that we r not supposed to meet or contact those we barely meet and knoew from the internet? It's a different story if i actually know him, but the thing is i just know him like 15 minutes ago and he is already pulling my legs. I can't just bark at him and say 'Buzz off!" cause that would definitely hurt him..Hahaha...That's one of the types of people that we will meet online. People may have good intentions at heart, but we'll never know for sure because they are still strangers, no matter how good your online-relationship is. It's way too risky if you were to believe somebody that fast.

Enough nagging.. For the past 3 days, i'm been a loyal chaffeur for my cousin. I sent her to work and i fetch her mum from work too. This is what i have been doing for this whole week. I thought of getting a job but my mum said no. Geez...i've never really experienced real job before. The closest i got myself was when i became a babysitter. and that was for my cousin where it still felt homey to me. i need a job that brings me outta the house and maybe stay in a dorm or even drive to work. hah...i guess i will have to wait until i finished my studies, huh? whatever...i'm enjoying every single moments of my holiday in kampung anyway. There's not much place to hang out, but hey, it's home sweet home. Couldn't get any better than that. hahaha...So, last monday i went to my scool which is SMK Tun Abdul Razak in Kuching. I met 3 of my teachers. I met my PA teacher (Mdm Aslina) and my Biology teacher (Mdm Wong). Then, i met Mdm Jamai'yah, who regularly went to school with me. Then, my cousin who is teaching there as a substitute treated us at the school cantin. I helped myself with a bowl of laksa sarawak. Umm..yummy. The school haven't changed much except for the parking lot is a lot bigger and flowers were there too. even the doors of the assembly hall were changed..Cool...
That's it, i'm off to my loyal and beloved TV extravagant. Bubye.

From left : Priscilla, Maureen(senior), Well, Nikki and me.

and finally. again, from left (standing) : Alan, Me, Elvenna (senior), Maureen (Senior) Halimi (senior), Rita (senior).

Down : Kenny (senior) and Priscilla.

Yes, today is my first morning in my home, my favourite cyber cafe (JP Computer Centre). Chatting with my YM buddies for a while..Yesterday, something really tense happened to me.
Well..yesterday was the infamous day of my homecoming.. Okay, everything went smoothly. I hop into the plane, the plane took off, the plane landed on Kuching International Airport and bla3. While waiting for my luggage, i saw many faces. There were my mum, my two brothers my cousins, my nephews and nieces. Such a crowd to welcome me home. Then, my mum took me and my brothers to open-air eating outlet. This place is in front of the Elektra House (established in 1965)...gosh..i can even remember the date...creepy rite? Okay, back to the point. So, i had my lunch at the open-air. After that, we went jalan2 until SUDDENLY!
My mum's ride started to feel like as if it's coughing. You know, when cars are sick. So, my mum pulled over and checked it out. To our surprise, the car's radiator was completely out of H2O. The engine was steaming. So, we had to park our butts by the road. Then, my brothers went to buy some mineral water from the Boulevard (or Bulu Lebat as i love to call it)...i feel like crying in despair cause i didn't see this thing coming..I was so happy to get home and then this thing just blew the mood away...the cool thing was that i was so helplessly shameless to sit by the road and became the 'freakshow'. kahkahkah...But...

Some more, the fun of being home is no longer with me because i just learned that my grandpa is sick. He is not the grandpa that i used to know before. He was a cheerful person, was able to carry logs of trees that are 2-3 times heavier than time. His health is degrading day by day...Now, he is bedridden, appetiteless and very quiet. I miss my old grandpa..Mummy told me that grandpa cried when he was informed that i am coming home. He's 91 now. I have to face the reality that grandpa will go back to our Father sooner or later. For the time being, i am going to be a good granddaughter and treat him to his last breath. Father, bless my grandpa and let him to be with us longer. Amen.

Yehaaaa.....i am now at the LCCT,,,waiting for the moments to be home...wahahaha...finalyly. for two months i am going to be free of UM, kolej n every stuffss...

Okay, i have just finished my 1 paper of the day. It's my last day of the final exam but the worse part is that we have 3 papers in a row today....Sigh..never thought that this sem is going to be really packed. But still, i can always rejoice because tomorrow is the day that i have been waiting for the entire semester...I am going home, to the place where i belong. wahahahaha...kih3....

Moral is now a thing from the past for me....nevertheless, i have more to study next semester. who cares anyway? Next semester is another story....the present is now, just in front of me....


Mummy....i'm coming home...